To be honest, your self confidence is severely lacking and it's quite obvious. If you're going to be in a position of authority, I'd think you'd take better care of yourself mentally and emotionally. You try to fit in, and think these people are your friends, or are on your side, but it's also obvious that they're just using you... I don't know how you can't see that. (Or is it that you refuse to see it? Are you in denial?) That's one reason why people don't take you seriously. Another is your obvious bias.
I can't wait until I can get a bank account that you don't have access to. Every other high school graduate gets to keep their money, but no, you spend over $750 of mine on bills. Great.
You're too conservative, and I can't have any fun because of it. Times are changing and you need to understand that just because what's acceptable now wasn't acceptable when you were my age doesn't mean it's automatically a horrible sin.