some song lyrics

gravebound

not actually a grave
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id love to be in a band someday but since all i can do is sing i also write some song lyrics
feedback appreciated
also, a lot of my lyrics do have cursing in them, this has been censored
filled with people oozing out to disappear
its the perfect set up for a flawless suicide
so many legends met their end here

id #### the steel cage ladders and id ### the street down low
id paint my soul the color of the exhaust-ridden sky (and see how long it takes me to die)
put my grave in a parking complex, and sign it at the quickchek
bathe me in the night and wrap me up in the citylight

at the end of the long road there's another little city
filled with people oozing out to disappear
its the perfect set up for a flawless suicide
so many legends met their end here

however you choose to go, you'll find it all here
as for me, id rather get eaten up by the city
everything i crave, will be my grave
welcome to the steel age, my friend
welcome to my lonely grave

at the end of the long road there's another little city
filled with people oozing out to disappear
its the perfect set up for a flawless suicide
so many legends met their end here

at the end of the long road there's another little city
filled with people oozing out to disappear
its the perfect set up for a flawless suicide
and now i will meet my end here

day 44
exactly like the day before
the sky is still grey
and i am still numb to the pain

day 44
didnt know i could make it this far
but it stops here
today, this i swear

oh baby i told them i couldnt come
i couldnt accept that you were gone
how do i feel anymore
without my heart
you took it with you 44 days ago

day 0
an image burned in my head
my worst fear
laying on the ground in front me

day 0
the sky crashed down
and leaked out all the galaxies like blood
on the ground


day 44... day 44

and oh baby i accept
but i just cant go on
how did my body keep workin
without a heart and brain
at least there's
something to catch

day 44
day 44
i failed you
i broke my promise
but i think you'll understand
my angel, my angel
im riding to you

oh im a big time loser and i
still want my mama even though
she killed everything good in me
oh im a weaker than a stick of melted butter and i
still want to be the one i always thoughtd id be
even tho, theres graves for everything good in me

im sick of seeing the sun, but there's nowhere else to run
complacement and safety, laced with a shot of fear
of the unknown, and ive always got to know
how come you cry but never let out a tear

there's a horde of rashing traffic and its
inviting me to dance and i
can resist but i cant remove it from my head
ive tried everything i can but the
little man inside my head is daring
to take me on, take me on
oh im a big time loser and i
still want my mama, even though
she killed everything in me

im sick of seeing the sun, but there's nowhere else to run
complacement and safety, laced with a shot of fear
of the unknown, and ive always got to know
how come you cry but never let out a tear

but maybe there's something there
my dear i couldn't care
you're the only thing that i've got left
and i hate it to put it all on you
just for me to keep on falling
oh im weaker, weaker than

im sick of seeing the sun, but there's nowhere else to run
complacement and safety, laced with a shot of fear
of the unknown, and ive always got to know
how come you cry but never let out a tear

im sick of seeing you pretend to try but you still haunt my brain
my life goes on with you watching from afar
push me out to keep me in, oh i will never understand
how come you cry but never let out a tear
how come you cry but never let out a tear

oh im a big time loser, im a big time loser
and im sick of seeing the sun
oh im a big time loser, im a big time loser
and im sick of seeing the sun
im ready to end

time is moving as slowly as it possibly can
the nerves and the shivers will only drop in the van
id take any place from here even in a garbage can
pick me up and throw all my #### into the moving van

if i had a cigarette it would be nothing but ashes
and the empty days are gnawing me to the bone
i need something to jumpstart and dull my senses
ive just spent too much time sitting here alone

i think the clock is broken cause it's melting off the walls
the numbers won't drip away fast enough
im watching my life go by in dead days of four walls
ive tried all i can but it simply aint enough
have i tried too little or have i tried too hard
either way i ###### it up just as much as i can
ive pushed on and im still trying even though its still too hard
i'll be able to fly if the rest of the world can

if i had a cigarette it would be nothing but ashes
and the empty days are gnawing me to the bone
i need something to jumpstart and dull my senses
ive just spent too much time sitting here alone

where are the stars tonight i havent seen the sky in so long
the air is too dusty and wont be livable for too long
the days drone on and on and there's no end in sight
ive been stuck inside a bubble for too ************** long

if i had a cigarette it would be nothing but ashes
and the empty days are gnawing me to the bone
i need something to jumpstart and dull my senses
ive just spent too much time sitting here alone

and, just some random stuff that didnt make its way into songs yet
im not gunna get up and save the day
i just wanna lay here and drink your taste

im never drinking before 9pm
i may never find you again

your body is a road map and i
want to visit every landmark
and see every sight there is to see
won't you come with me, won't you come for me

we only want to sing you to sleep
and we know how hard it can be
when you can't find the light you so desperately need
but you've made it this far, haven't you?
you can take anything life throws at you

ill go walking in the air
ill push into the sound
and no one can bring me back to the ground


pour me a bed of gasoline
light up a book of matches and burn me clean
ill make the biggest mushroom you've ever seen


of a land that had no face
of a heart that had no trace
and all the runners of the race
couldn't run fast enough to get away

if this stuff is too much for the forum(im not sure) feel free to delete. but id love some feedback.
 
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