It is with great Sadness that I will be leaving the kingdom as of Sunday. I can no longer support this game with the current admins.
I know I have wanted to quit before because I was so hurt by the actions of of a current Admin. From that experience I painted staff all with the same brush. Which, I am truly sorry. I know now how much you cared about the game and really tried to help the players. That experience tainted my trust in all staff and their integrity. I am truly sorry.
I tried to reach out to Amy. I wrote her a very supportive and caring note. Which, seems to be ignored. Seems if you are not supporting staff then you are a fake person. This hurts a lot. Because, I truly cared for who she was as a person. I worried about her and her well being. I ached for her struggles. Knowing life has been hard for her. I was not trying to be her friend because she made the game. That is great who she is and becomes is so much more important.
I knew a few staff as real life friends and never ever once asked anything from them. No information, no inside knowledge. I respected their privacy.
I thank all the players who helped to make this game magical. For the ex staff when they found out I was so hurt, they reach out and tried to make it right. Unfortunately many of them left a while ago.
I just cannot play without tears in my eyes. This whole crisis has made my MS worse. It is causing me great physical pain. I have to walk away for my health. Even writing this I am crying.
This was such a great community. So many of the caring players have left. Most I know due to being victimized by one of the new admins. I will not be naming names of who I will miss because I always felt it hurt people who were not named.
I was never really close to anyone anyways, because I tried to treat everyone equally and be friends with as many people as I could.
I hope I can come back someday. However, from the path that seems to be taken does not look good.
I will be on Sunday to give away my thank you gifts to those who supported my MS Walk. We are not allowed to post about fundraising on this forum which made me sad. Once I found that out I had already started to pull away from the game.
PS. I will be giving away the stitch hat from last year that was donated. I did not know it was meant to go in last year’s raffle. Once I found out I felt very bad. So thank you to anonymous.
So good bye. Please remember there are real people behind our cute characters with real feelings.