Okay I might sound a little desperate. I know most of the VMK and VFK community knew what I did in the past due to my stupidity and I was thirsty at the time. But I really wanted to show that I was a sweet guy but ended coming up short or scary that specific person away. I've been going through this all my life, learning mistake from mistake, error from error. I actually got tired of the bull and stopped trying for a while. Then I came upon a girl I haven't seen in a long time. Okay I recently went back to my hometown of Joplin Missouri to fix broken relationships with family and friends. I went to the food 4 less with my dad and came across a girl that I used to like and my word she has grown up to be beautiful. I talked to her for a brief moment, gave her my number. Then I came back to talk to her on my last day there. But she hasn't texted or called me. So I don't know if i gave her a good impression, or it's been so long that she is nervous to talk, or she's just busy working two to three jobs. I do not want to spam her on fb, and i refuse to talk to the ones who are not interested. But I'm really interested in getting to know her again. I guess not! I don't know, this is a story of my life if I become interested in someone and I would like nothing more to be with that certain somebody. I do come off a little too strong and make me into a desperate fool. I just keep going till I get blocked or till I finally get it. I still won't get it but I'll finally realize she is not interested in talking to me. I know I'm not going to the right community to ask for advice, most people think I'm thirsty, which I might be, but in good reasons like I want to establish a relationship. I don't want to ask hey do you want to do this or send me that. I'm more respectful that way