It's 5am and I'm on a forums whining about this. I should be able to vent about this somewhere else, but I honestly don't because of laziness (I don't really feel like making a new blog) and fear of friends I see daily asking if I'm alright. I shouldn't have to be this pathetic. I shouldn't have to be whining about how you don't try for me. I always feel like I'm the least of your concerns and the last choice on your list. Why does it feel like you're embarrassed of me? Just let me know and I'll leave.
No one said this was going to be easy, but you need to try to make things work. It's been going on 3 years now and we've made no progress in whatever we have now. I'll admit that sometimes I feel like giving up but that's only when I feel like how I feel now. When I feel like I'm a burden to you or when I feel like you're just not interested anymore.
It's fine though I guess.