Is there every a moment where you aren't yah know, whining about something? Like how awful your life is, or how badly you feel about yourself? Cause no one wants to hear it anymore.
Do you really think I spend all my time trying to ruin your life? News flash hunny, you're basic and I could careless what you do, what you say, or what you think. You're not important and never were, to me, or to anyone.
I hope you know I'm not mad at you or disappointed in you. Sometimes I think you feel like I am. Or maybe you're disappointed in me, I don't know. I'm not sure why you don't feel comfortable talking to me, but my best friend felt it too. He even told me "I can't talk to you, not in real life and certainly not online. You just make it uncomfortable"... How many times have I heard these words said to me? How many different people have told me they can't talk to me? Or maybe they'll open up to me one time and never open up to me again. Why is it that I make these situations so awkward or uncomfortable? I don't know. But I'm sorry. It must be my fault if you're feeling this way. No matter how much I care... But really, it's OK. And I seriously don't mind. I'd feel that way if I were you, too...
I miss you. A lot. It kills me that we don't talk anymore. I hope you're doing okay, and I hate that I'm so selfish that I want you to be there for me even though I know what you're going through right now. What you said that one time may have just been an off the cuff comment, but it felt like you ripped me heart out saying we may never talk again, but I'm glad we did.
Honestly I wish we never met, because this hurts like hell. But I can't get over missing you.