most schools have a financial aid office! just google "[institution name] financial aid office". sometimes its paired with the 'awards' office. i had to visit mine recently and they were super helpful in regards to how doing something like that will effect you.
I'm not sure if this gif will work as I am uploading it from my phone but finding a picture or a gif that resembles somethig thats relaxing to you can be useful; like moving clouds or a flowing river.
I find my body warms up a little when I'm anxious and applying something cool to my wrist or...
Since money isn't an issue do you think you could hook me up with a plane ticket to california or something (: im not picky on the conditions, I'll settle for business class (: