We haven't talked about this in almost a month and I'm not really sure I want to because I'm just so conflicted. You have been in my life for 3 years and there is no one in my life whom I've cared for, loved, and trusted as much as I do for you. I can't imagine you being out of my life again. But I can't do distance. I don't like the idea of being 7+ hours away from you. I'm not strong enough to do that again.
The feeling I get when I talk to you is really different than when I talk to others.. It's hard telling myself not to dream and hope for something to happen, but I still do it. I know I said I'd give up but now I don't want to.. oops.