I do love how you're always so apt to call people ignorant about bullying, suicide, and depression though, when you go on about bullying and name calling... You're not the only one to be depressed, bullied, or think about committing suicide. You'd be surprised how many people I've met from this community that have felt that way at one point or another. So yes... most of us do understand how you feel. You're not alone.
The fact is, everyone needs to learn to embrace the lovely "ignore" button, as it is there for a reason
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If
YOU cannot walk away, then that's an issue
YOU need to work out. That has nothing to do with how the game is being run. I'm sorry the game hasn't turned out the way you expected it to be, but you're the one letting others ruin it for you. I am not denying that there is bullying in game, but
YOU decide how you are going to deal with it.
Or in other words, Silhouette summed it up completely. You need to seek medical attention immediately if you fear that you may harm yourself. I'm sorry that you feel you've been harassed, but you really do need to get help and step away from the game for a while. I think it will truly do you some good. Good luck