you know what makes me the most upset? i gave you everything i could and you still never even gave me a chance to prove that we could be together.
& every time i think of something it leads to you and it hurts. i'm in a downward spiral and all i can think of is the times i was so close to you. every single memory of kissing you, late night talks, secrets, flirting, facetiming; all of it is crushing my heart to pieces and here i am because i can't tell anyone about the whole story. "i'll keep you my dirty little secret. don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret."
i love you. i always have and i waited too long to tell you and now there's no way it'll work. you're leaving to start your life.
you told me you still like me, but it's not gonna change anything now is it? i don't think i can be just friends with you. not after what you did. not after breaking my heart. so i guess this is goodbye. maybe not forever, i pray not forever, but long enough that i can learn to live without you. "goodbye my almost lover, goodbye my hopeless dream. i'm trying not to think about you, can't you just let me be? so long, my luckless romance, my back is turned on you. i should've known you'd bring me heartache. almost lovers, always do."