I don't think I've ever been as mad as I am right now over anything or at anyone. You might laugh at that but just look at my first post on this thread, I live and die with this team, I swear, and what happened tonight made me just want to lose it. I don't eeeeven want to talk about it but if you are curious about what happened you may look it up or watch ESPN. These last 10 days or so have been the most painful days I can remember, the whole team just ticks me off like you wouldn't beileve. The Cardinals... THE CARDINALS OF ALL PEOPLE, I don't understand. Why must everything be a home run? We were just serving up baseballs left and right. I don't want to say we beat ourselves because the Cardinals are a good team, but we did, we 100 percent did. There is no other way to put it. I honestly want to rage right now, it sounds stupid but I do.