Having to do this 3 times really puts an edge on me, and always been stuck in submission till the last day to be NLIC. I've always heard people get out of submission, but apparently it's like a very low chance but now I'm seeing more people saying they got out? (why not me ugh just give me custodial!). I'm just not the one who is going to give everyone false hope or to believe in hope after many attempts. I had high hopes the last two applications and right before this one and I'm quite exhausted and sad. I don't have time to worry about something that's not going to happen. I don't have time to wait to know I will be NLIC. Either give me WBI or let me be NLIC right there instead of making me wait. I'd honestly just be fine if I was put into submission AFTER the WBI ( never even had a chance). I've worked quite hard this time and actually put effort into this application. I care about this so much it hurts.
I'm quite aware it's swamped, I'm aware there's over thousands of people applying, but you know what, some people got their WBI's AND PI's and it's just a huge sting. I came prepared but alas I'm "not good enough". Yea yea I'm a bit salty as you can tell... as much as I love Disney I've completely given up hope.
BTW it seems it's so much easier to get a part time job (had a PI but had to decline the offer due to certain reasons) but god forbid DCP.
I just can't stand to be in submission again, knowing I won't get pulled out. Heck, it will be a miracle. I'm really tired..
For the fun of it, I'll give away/trade my black flip if I get pulled from submission and get accepted into the program. How about that? xD
Edit: if you'd like I can send my work experience portion and you can judge/critique from that.